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So, Bing is now working two jobs and I also work full-time. I am gone from x:30 until around x:00, Mon- Fri. Bing takes Maddox to the babysitter at 2:30 and works until x:00 Mon-Thur. Saturday, Bing works another 8 hours. That means we only see each other on Friday and Saturday evenings and Sunday, unless preggo stays up way past her bedtime to see the hubs.

I am tired, sad and lonely. I have no regular babysitters that I can call, just to go to the grocery store or to simply enjoy a fun store on Saturday, the only day that I would be able to visit fun places that aren't open past five during the week or Sundays. I am wallowing in self-pity today, even indulging myself in some tears.

I know this is just temporary. I know that we need all of these jobs right now. I know that Bing would have it be different if he could. But, knowing these things doesn't make me feel better about being alone all of the time. Maddox is lots of fun when he isn't sick or sleeping (he is both sick, and sleeping right now), but not fun to take to the stores I like to visit, just to browse. What almost two year old likes browsing a fabric store for an hour?

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On a lighter note... thanks to the sunny days and the roof full of solar panels, our electric bill was only $6 this month. Taxes and delivery charges only. Our house created more than enough energy to power itself. Pretty cool huh?

He got the moves

Notice the "snapping". He loves to rock and will randomly stop walking to get down.

Well world...

We are having.....(insert drum roll) ANOTHER BOY! Not totally surprised by this, after all there were 5 before him. He is big and perfectly healthy. They aren't changing my due date yet so, Sept 16 is the projected date. I'm guessing he comes really close to Maddox's birthday, Sept 5th.

So... here I am, all 19 weeks of me. Bing swears I am having twins. What do you think? We have our first ultrasound on the 28th, it is 4D to check Buggar's heart for defects and groins for gender evidence. If you voted on the gender pole, I would love for you to claim your answer in my comments and tell me why you picked what you did....You can also cast your vote on twins. Oh BOY!

From PregnancyII

From PregnancyII